Month: June 2013

Get Up And Go

First it seems so easy,
Couldn’t tell if I was dreamin.
At time’s, so fucking confusin
And I wish that this would go as planned

Then I just took one look…
And that’s all it took, you’re body’s what I needed
… cause I can’t stand to be in this relationship.

Cannot do it, gotta get up and go,
Can’t go through it, we gotta get up and go.
Just can’t do it, we gotta get up and go now
You know, why? There’s no turning back now.

Then it lost all its meaning,
Cause we rushed and we weren’t thinking
That’s how I knew you were scheming
And you really only wanted one thing

…
Fell in Love with fantasy
That’s all it took
Fucked with my reality
Now, I’m stuck
Fell in Love with nothing
And there’s no turning back
There’s no turning back now

Cannot do it, gotta get up and go,
Can’t go through it, we gotta get up and go.
Just can’t do it, we gotta get up and go now
You know why? There’s no turning back now.

Just one look, it’s all it took,
Now I’m stuck, there’s no turning back now.
–BR

More words.

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I never thought about sharing the new one. Not even with the person I am writing it to but with a certain person requesting to, I just might. I’ll share it with her then send it to the person it is meant for. And when I feel comfortable. With the rest of yous. Maybe it might inspire you. I know my words will fall on deaf ears (I’m not stupid, well actually yeah I am) but would I be a hopeless romantic if I didn’t send it?

Pain pals.

Me and my pal (who’s currently stationed in NY) suffer a lot of the same afflictions in the game of Love. For better or worse we just want each other to win. It’s funny when speaking about our (lost) Loves. We don’t divulge too much info about our respective HERs. What we do KNOW and divulge is how WE feel and are affected on the daily by what have and/or don’t have. Even if I feel like I’m losing the battle (I undoubtably am. There’s no question. The only question is whether to keep plodding on despite the obvious or throwing in the towel, which I’m so close to doing but this rant is a whole ‘notha post /rant) it’s comforting to know folk knows exactly how I feel. And luckily when one of us is having a particularly tough day, well the other isn’t, at least not when we reach out. He won’t let me quit either. We’ve come too far. I hope that one day we both find peace. Cuz this madness can’t last forever. Can it?

You make me fall in Love for a minute

These cuts gettin deeper, it’s fatal shit, it’s bloody, it drove me to poppin pills and drinking water too muddy…
You think that these eyes I keep on starin wit is blind
I told you that I did not care, Bitch, I’m lyin
…
Love aint always so demanding sometimes it’s just YOU
And we live life on different planets but that ain’t no excuse.
And what we got is so withstanding but sometimes we get bruised
And when the world don’t understand me, I always got you.

– Zay

**mind stuck in a daze. Gon be one them days. Maybe I’ll catch myself before I fly off into the darkness. Unless I’m already (t)here

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