Day: June 10, 2013

Pain pals.

Me and my pal (who’s currently stationed in NY) suffer a lot of the same afflictions in the game of Love. For better or worse we just want each other to win. It’s funny when speaking about our (lost) Loves. We don’t divulge too much info about our respective HERs. What we do KNOW and divulge is how WE feel and are affected on the daily by what have and/or don’t have. Even if I feel like I’m losing the battle (I undoubtably am. There’s no question. The only question is whether to keep plodding on despite the obvious or throwing in the towel, which I’m so close to doing but this rant is a whole ‘notha post /rant) it’s comforting to know folk knows exactly how I feel. And luckily when one of us is having a particularly tough day, well the other isn’t, at least not when we reach out. He won’t let me quit either. We’ve come too far. I hope that one day we both find peace. Cuz this madness can’t last forever. Can it?

You make me fall in Love for a minute

These cuts gettin deeper, it’s fatal shit, it’s bloody, it drove me to poppin pills and drinking water too muddy…
You think that these eyes I keep on starin wit is blind
I told you that I did not care, Bitch, I’m lyin
…
Love aint always so demanding sometimes it’s just YOU
And we live life on different planets but that ain’t no excuse.
And what we got is so withstanding but sometimes we get bruised
And when the world don’t understand me, I always got you.

– Zay

**mind stuck in a daze. Gon be one them days. Maybe I’ll catch myself before I fly off into the darkness. Unless I’m already (t)here

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