Day: June 24, 2011

LostSoul(ful)

It’s time to go
Put the lights out
Put My light out
Put my life out
Tired of the pain.
Constant disdain
Life since you will never be the same
Can’t find the good. Can’t see the upside
Half empty? Try the glass is broken and everything’s gone
Don’t have the strength to move on
But I have the will to end it all
Mind’s in a constant free fall.
Heart vs brain in a free for all
For who gets to take me away
To the land of true freedom
The dark abyss from which there’s no return
The devil lives within me. My soul he’s burned
I live an internal hell
I’m ready to visit for real.
The place in which I’ll forever dwell
Land of the lost souls
The place of my creation.
Where I’m next in line as the leader of the damned nation
Tortured soul that can never find happiness
You were just apart of my life to further bring down
Lead me deeper to the dark side to bear my crown
My true calling.
Found.

You. Me. We?

Quotes my work on tweeter but ignores my texts
I been tryin to give her my heart but she doesn’t want it
Leaves me a mess
Thought she was the next
She was until she wasn’t cuz she pulled away
Left me vexed
I’m still reaching out hoping there’s even a sliver left
What we had was REAL. A connection.
Deeper than flesh
Our hearts and minds meshed.
left me and my emotions high and dry
Thought there was an US on the horizon
Instead it was ME. And then there was YOU.
Separate entities. Occasionally together
But never 1.
Only 2.
You’re off on your journey. But I still long for you
I thought you’d be apart of mine..
I mean you were. If only briefly.
That’s not enough for me
So I guess it’s just you being you and me being me
Never a we
When will my heart be free?

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