It’s cool that you believe in my dream with me
Believe in my dream for me
But everything must go
It’s been time to let go
I’m just not ready.
Will I ever be?
I tried to take a leap
But she wasn’t ready
It’s partly my fault
But I like to blame you for providing me with the false hope
Although we weren’t in the clear. You sure acted like it
Only to drop me quicker than a bad habit
Leavin me further in doubt
Still Wearing fresh scars from her. And now new ones from you
Pain from 2
And I’m only 1.
I’m still trying to overcome
I thought it was weakness.
I’m beginning to think it was a strong move to be give myself to you. And YOU
Where the weakness came was losing myself in you
But I never expected to lose YOU.
And I thought you were the new.
Attachment breeds expectation
So now I must keep a distance
I will not lose it again
At least not while I try and find YOU.
I find solace in my dreams which are more like nightmares
Taunting me with happy good times
I’m the beautiful boogie man
Haunting my own sleep so I can find something to live for…
You….
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