There you go
Here I am
Where are we?
WE don’t exist
You have him
And I have…
Me
Still I hold onto the memories.
Hoping the past leads into the future
Cuz the present is going nowhere
Still haven’t regained my happiness
Probably cuz I gave it you
and it’s not as simple as giving it back
It’s more like you taking my hand again. Coming back
I can see I’ll never be joyous. that’s just not gonna happen.
Just a fact.
I can’t believe that’s all we had.
All we were.
And in the end I STILL hurt
Like it’s brand new
Like I never felt good
All this improvement and for what?
Myself?
Whom am I to share it with?
Who will appreciate from where I’ve come?
A LONG way still to go. But I’m still miles ahead.
No one can see that like you
No one will care like you
Wait
Do you care anymore?
Maybe a bit
Not like how you used to
I’m hoping for deja vu
Cuz then I’ll be living my dreams.
Where I see you every night
And you SEE me.
I’ve begged. Pleaded. Even put the moves on you. Didn’t get far
You still resist.
Guess it’s just not in you anymore
Guess I wasn’t the one after all
But you are…
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