Rough cut of a song from MM4.5 or some such….
Joe Budden – When It All Implodes (rough version)
“[you said] You love me for me could you be more phoney”
Funny to know what you really think. Moreso how you tell it (your side). But smile in my face. It’s cool. I’ll just love you, and cherish the good times. No use dwelling on the bad and what’s gone.
Baby I know you’re damaged
As am I.
I’m trying to love you. Is it that easy to let pass by?
Rd1 was lovely and moving places
An abrupt ending left me confused
I’m waiting for rd2. it’s not my fault he left you abused
I can’t wait forever cuz my heart is fragile
Might even have some new fish on the line
But everything in due time
And ours should be now. The future is not what I live for
So grab my hand and let’s take the tour
First stop LOVE. who cares what’s after
We’ll face it together. Nothing else will matter
If only you knew how I really felt
If only you knew what you did to me
I’ll admit to the implosion and self destruction
But along with hurting myself you were apart of my deconstruction
The pain was already too deep
Giving you my all was a price too steep
Cuz I lost myself in you and became misguided
Our life was so simple. And goals so attainable. Was I trying to fight it?
Love got in the way and threw us for a loop
Some nights I still reach out for you. Oops.
Puttin the pieces of my soul back together has proven a tall task
Still not complete. finding me again. Plenty of questions still I need to ask.
Myself.
So many will go unanswered and some I do not want be
Living in the dark brings a certain comfort.
But I need to find the light to set me free
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