It’s ok for me to love you. It’s ok to hold on to whatever it is I’m holding on to (nothing). It’s not ok for me to shut down parts of me while doing so. It’s not ok for me to kill myself. I have to do for me. I have to move forward. Still keep the dream. But it’s MY life so it’s ME first. Cuz even when YOU are FIRST, it doesn’t matter (to you). I’m on a one way street of love hoping you’ll crash into me. Let’s crash baby.
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