This was supposed to be the subject of the 2nd daily deuce but well I got a little (read: super duper) side tracked.
SAY WHAT YOU MEAN AND MEAN WHAT YOU SAY
Easy concept. Not easily executed. Not by me at least. I say a whole lot of shit I don’t mean. That “there’s always a little truth behind any joke” does not hold water with me. I’ll tell the person I love most the worst thing I can think, and expect her to take it lightly. I’ve realized I’m the one with the flawed logic. Not others.
This being said. I don’t think Ill change much. I’ll try to tone it down when it comes to her. If I want her to know how I feel and I’m always joking and being outrageous how will she know when I want to be serious. How will anyone for that matter.
This also falls in the the “do unto others” “golden rule”. I treat people like shit. I expect shit from people. BUT there are a select amount of people that do right by me. I must take it upon myself to at least do right by them. Right? Have I turned a new leaf as far improving as a person. NO. Am I gonna try and be a little more nice and not say wild shit to people that matter? YES.