Closed my eyes to sleep. All I saw was faces. Suffering faces. Bloodied Faces. All ages. All of which I’ve never seen before. Attacking me. This is still not worse than my usual nightmares.
Category: LOSS
I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me
I’m crying out, I’m breaking down
I am fearing it all, stuck inside these walls
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening?
Can’t you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I’ve been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I can not, living inside of me
Over you
Over time, I’ve building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I’ve gone much too far for you now to say
That I’ve got to throw my castle away
Over dreams, I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I’ve been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day
And though you don’t believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find, I had found what I’ve searched to discover
I’ve come much too far for me now to find
The love that I’ve sought can never be mine
And though you don’t believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over you
Party down
The connection to another living soul in my abyss of lonliness and despair, that was profound
My Blue Heart
Stuck.
How do you say goodbye. How do you let go. When love is still in your heart. While the one you long for no longer cares for you. Losing sleep. Missing meals. All for not. The pain is always fresh. The sorrow is constant. Mind is trapped. Heart is broken. Stuck in darkness. Living nightmare. I guess I’ll have to see you where we are still us. In my dreams
FailFailFail
Tonight was a failure. But I think we salvaged it. I’m drunk as fuck. Mission accomplished. But there was multiple failures. My homegirl asked about you. So I talked about you. All gay and shit. Can’t escape. Oh well. More liquor! Wooo! Swag!
*Add heart break to the failure list!
*wouldn’t you know I was diggin the Spanish music. Crazy!
You’re Not Mine
I would love you anyway
Even if you can not stay
I think you are the one for me
Here is where you oughta be
I just want to satisfy ya
Cause your not mine I can’t deny it
Don’t you hear me talking baby
Love me now or I’ll go crazy
sweet thing
Don’t you know ur my everything
sweet thing
Don’t you know your my everythang
I wish you were my lover
But you act so undercover
To love you child my whole life long
Be it right or be it wrong
I’m only what you make me babe
Don’t walk away don’t be so shady
Only want your mind don’t want your money
The words I say they may sound funny but
sweet thing
Don’t you know ur my everything
sweet thing
Don’t you know your my everythng
You are my heat
You are my fire
You make me weep with strong desire
To love you child my whole life long
Be it right or be it wrong
I just want to satisfy ya
Though your not mine I can’t deny it
Don’t you hear me talking baby
LOVE ME NOW OR I’LL GO CRAZY
You’re the heat you are my fire
You’re not mine I can’t deny it
Don’t you hear me talking baby
LOVE ME NOW OR I’LL GO CRAZY
Heaven in hell
Lift me up. Brighten my day. Take the pain away. See me through. Got my heart open. My appreciation here’s the token. Before we can start it’s already broken. The towel I refuse to throw in. Lookin to the past. Headed for the future. Where I’ll be waiting in torture. For you.
I’ll fight her again
I’m wasting time but she’s always on my mind
*cuz this song been stuck in my head since yesterday *sadface*
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