So fuckin worthless. Wasting. Meaningless. What did I learn? Nothing. What did I gain? Nothing. Doesn’t fuckin matter
Category: LOSS
Go
Cuz I just want to be with you
Fucked up in the head
My headaches and migranes have become much more frequent. This after they had all but disappeared. Then I remembered in 08 after my seizure I had em for 2+ years. Then I had a seizure this past December. DUH you dumbass (Thats me) that’s why! This time around tho it’s more intense. And more frequent. I’ll be painless when die tho. So hopefully that’s soon. *crosses fingers*
Sidebar: this tea sucks. Don’t use ‘lemon juice’ in your tea. Use a fresh lemon to squeeze.
I follow you
Life is a water park could be fun. I’ll swim in your ocean of love if I had a life jacket cuz I’m not that dumb. So next time I come I’ll bring you one so you don’t drown when you decide to follow. And Ima go deep cuz you’re not that shallow right?
Utter destruction
I just don’t care anymore. I feel it crumbling within. Completely destroyed. Oblivion. I thought I prepared for the worst. The worst has yet to come.
A bitch is a bitch
Lost a close friend. No they ain’t die. but people just show they true colors. It’s unfortunate.
Super wanted to call Nina to vent. Then I realized 1) I’m no longer in a position that I can call you late/early on random BS. And 2) you don’t give a fuckin fuck.
tell her I’m still here
Waiting for the day when she will reappear
A love that I cannot have
How i miss her
I heard a country song. Don’t know the name. Artist. Don’t even like it. But it was a song my auntie listened to on many an occasion. That’s all I wish to share….
Fuck that bitch
I have a terrible migrane. The light hurts my eyes and makes them water too. Ima lay down. And hopefully die.