Little nigga

I was gonna go on this LONG rant. Well just more of a reflection. But I think I’ve made peace with it within myself. I will say tho, 4-5-to the… He may not remember me now, definitely won’t later. But that’s my nigga all day. Now and forever. He’s forever in my heart and helped my growth as a person. I love you

Mind fuck

Last time I had a seizure the doctor wouldn’t let me work for a week. I thought it was stupid. Now that I’m back at work 36hrs after this last harlem shake. I completely understand why they made me wait. I’m struggling. It’s mental exhaustion. I’ll stop whining now. Cuz yall prolly like ‘you fuckin bitch you shoulda just died’. *goes back to work*

I had another seizure last night

But during it I was awake. But I couldn’t do anything. Trapped. And I stopped breathing. I thought I was gonna die. The reality is, anytime I have one I could die. Made it thru this time …..

Afterwards I was shook. I wanted to hit you up for comfort. With the thoughts and possible death I could only think of you. Even tho people were with me. But I Didn’t…. Still shook

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