I think about hittin you up then I don’t. I feel like I’m losing. Lol. How though? When I’ve already lost. Idk man. It’s really confusing. It’s stupid. Deep down inside something tells me to do it.
“Tell her you love her. If only to control the pain.”
But I can’t. I won’t. I shouldn’t. Should I? I forget it. Hoping I’ll forget you. Like you’ve forgotten me.
I’m still here. You’re still here. Inside. In reality, you’re over there. Nowhere near. Right here, you never really were.
The fantasy was amazing, but it just wasn’t real.
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