Day: February 3, 2012

We’re SO close. It’s RIGHT THERE. Just reach that much further. And BAM! LOVE! Happily ever after… In the same token? We’re MILES apart. There’s a mental blockade. And really, I can’t be mad about it at all. I’ll be waiting my lifetime for you. and WHEN/if you can jump that hurdle, I’ll be here ready to ride. And if you can’t? I’ll still love you forever. And kill myself forever. Please understand why I refuse to give up. I’m sure you know…. Believe in me. Again. Just give it REAL thought. A REAL chance… you said it yourself. If we go there again? You’d see us going all the way…

“Fuck being real wit you, I’m just bein real wit me
We could make a home love, you just gotta build wit me
I dont need that loud shit, you just gotta chill wit me
If life’s a bumpy road, it’s a lot of hills wit me
Never let em see you sweat, it’s a lot concealed wit me
I wanna do it the right way, it’s a lot enstilled in me
And still wit me is the very first time you said you will
But all I guess I really wanna know is if you miss still me…”

– DK