If only you knew how I really felt
If only you knew what you did to me
I’ll admit to the implosion and self destruction
But along with hurting myself you were apart of my deconstruction
The pain was already too deep
Giving you my all was a price too steep
Cuz I lost myself in you and became misguided
Our life was so simple. And goals so attainable. Was I trying to fight it?
Love got in the way and threw us for a loop
Some nights I still reach out for you. Oops.
Puttin the pieces of my soul back together has proven a tall task
Still not complete. finding me again. Plenty of questions still I need to ask.
Myself.
So many will go unanswered and some I do not want be
Living in the dark brings a certain comfort.
But I need to find the light to set me free
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