If you’re interested to know what Beast hittin me up meant to me and my thoughts on the way to work at 530am then hit the cut.
Beast hittin me up.
Initial reaction. Surprised as fuck. Like I said I saw beast (2). So I figured she didn’t mean to hit me. I answered back with the first thoughts that came to mind (which I thought was funny, and I’d like to think she snickered or WKL’d). Then when it turned into an actual conversation I was even more surprised. I’d say it was a pretty normal convo as if we didn’t fall off. My feelings? I KNOW the ‘US’ is DEAD (still kills me everyday, where’s my time machine?) but we still used to chop it up. I miss it. I don’t figure she gonna keep hollerating. Cuz it seemed for whatever reason she just wanted to clear the air (although not too long before she dissed me at her spot [no link]). but I guess it just meant a lot to me. I wasn’t super cheesin like her smug self suggested. But it was an unexpected joy and highlight of the day.
My thoughts on the way to work at 530am
I fuckin HATE that that’s our only pic together. But it’s such a symbol of what happened. Me effn everything up.
It hurts everytime
A lot of my favorite songs have me to relive moments. Bittersweet.
I’m in a better place about it. But I’m still goin insane.
Lookin back. Guess she wasn’t feelin me as much as I thought or she said. Unless she just talkin ish…..
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