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I’m leavin

not on a jet plane. but i’m gone. the pain, it runs deep.

Wale – Rude Boy Freestyle

this ish is FIRE!!! Wale tryin to regain his spot as my fav rapper of today’s era

**link and pic swacked from the dopehouse

Kinda tired. Haven’t slept much lately (what’s new right?). Woke up this morning with the feeling it was gonna me a mentally taxing day. It was. Can’t help but beat myself up. Weighs on my mind every minute of everyday. Longing. Hoping. Wishing. But worst of all is knowing. And the escape I once had. Only reminds me even more. add to fact that I’m having major sinus problems and migranes from sinus pressure. When it rains, it pours. But i know The sun will shine. Just takes time. So I’ll continue the beautiful struggle to find peace. Once found, now lost; the actions were mine, thus my heart must pay the cost.

DOM KENNEDY – “From The Westside With Love”

FromTheWestsideWithLoveFront.jpg picture by dramaking510 I’m not a big supporter of Dom but the homie’s ppls is featured on here. Track 2 i believe.

DOM KENNEDY – “From The Westside With Love”

Danny Brown – The Hybrid (Album)

Danny Brown - The Hybrid Cover Art

I’m super laggin it on this one. Danny Brown is an god damn MONSTER. The Hybrid’s artwork is super dope. Presented by Rappers I Know.

Danny Brown – The Hybrid (Album)

Song Obsession

idk what it is. Since this dropped in late 2008, I’ve been absolutely obsessed. I think it’s the beat. I FEEL IT. Jay Electronica is always Jay Electronica. BUT this? even a a demo. FIRE. I can only imagine a mixed version the track. shit. just the beat.

Want You To Want Me

i suffer from insomnia. sometimes it sucks, sometimes it just is. you get used to it. well i did. Last night was particularly rough. I couldn’t really sleep AT ALL. but i was so tired. Add to the fact that I’m living with the heartbreak of FAILING the love of my life. Sometimes it’s just too much (emotionally that is). I never really cared about much. I didn’t loathe life, but i was very closed minded. This whole situation has opened my eyes to LIFE. What I had/have, what I can attain, all that good ish. BUT it always made me see what I lost and am losing. HER. Everything she is and was and continues to be. EPIC FAIL. If I could describe perfection. She surpassed that. And I? I lost sight of the goal. Lost sight of myself. Me failing myself may have been the biggest fail. It is because I failed to live up to my own standards that I caught this L. Need to blame someone? look in the mirror. I’ve had plenty bad luck and bad situations I was placed in and couldn’t control. But this here? Naw, it’s on me; that’s the absolute worst part. I can’t just write it off. Do I love her enough to let go? yes. But I’m not ready yet. I need some time.

“Take care of yourself & everything will fall into place” I agree. but my plans were to include you into that. that’s the problem. So no matter how successful and happy I become. Something will ALWAYS be missing. BUT Thank You. your support means the world to me.

I LOVE YOU. . .

**funny thing is (to me, at least) now i understand all these corny R&B love songs about heartbreak. like this one (that I ignored and never really paid no attention to, until it came on pandora the other day)(first verse especially):