En garde, bang bang it’s a war of the hearts
We could either make love or we could spar
Either way we hollerin out Good Lord!
Either one won’t solve the problem at all
Spent the first half tryin to get it on
Spent the last half tryin to get gone
“What’s wrong?”, “Nothin at all”
Watch ya head girl, that lie is too tall
Don’t go, eff it do what you want
I’m out the front door, I’m waitin on ya call
Forgot it took place, rememberin it all
Feel like forever, the moment’s so small
your eyes soft, ya go hard. your kiss warm,
Ya cold heart, fresh frost
I’m tryin to melt it off
Bags packed at home, lookin lost
Trippin out, endin up where you start
Carousel at the merry-go-park
Pretty horse, let me off
Shed a tear but I’m too tired to mourn
I, do it tomorrow, when ya gone
And ya can’t see me at all
Boulevard, love and hate, we at the cross
Buckle up, rough course, TAXI!
Category: LOSS
Janis.
I guess I might have done something wrong,
Honey I’d be glad to admit it.
Oh, come on home to me!
Honey maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe yeah.
Well I know that it just doesn’t ever seem to matter, baby,
Oh honey, when I go out or what I’m trying to do,
Can’t you see I’m still left here
And I’m holding on in needing you.
Please, please, please, please,
Oh don’t you reconsider babe.
Now come on, I said come back,
Won’t you come back to me!
789
Yesterday woulda been the ‘official’ 1 year. Instead it was another meaningless day spent aimless wallowing in sorrow
Fuckin destroyed
Word to soulful. She fuckin just anhillated me. Well played ma’am.
Score:
Soulful: 1
BananaClipse: DESTROYED
**several ppl hit me up bout this. It was a (cruel) joke between us. So calm down.
Umm hmm
‘take some time to let your feelings show
You can’t hide you can’t hide’
I still hold out hope for US. It may not be logical. I may be grasping for something that’s not there. But why not? Hopefully time will heal the wounds and we can work it out. It’s still familiar. We still mesh. I KNOW you. I love you. All of you.
fuck you! (again)
I wish we never met, I wish we never kissed
I wish we never touched (I swear to God)
I wish I didn’t love you so much
I wish I could forget how feel, how you f
(Damn) That’s a lie
The shit that made me smile, now make me cry
U R the one
UR the one!
FUCK YOU!!
Sometime I wish we’d come back
Man, I wish we’d come back
(Memories!) No lie
For real?
Fuck that
No, for real
It’s a dangerous necessity, it’s a world famous mystery
Love
This can’t be life
This can’t be life, this can’t be love
This can’t be right, there’s gotta be more, this can’t be us
*repressing emotions again. Anger, sadness, even happiness. Leads to mood swings. Also leads to me being a jerk. Being emotionless. And my mind moving 100000mph and unable to focus.
Not up to par
I’m a liar.
I don’t care about anything.
I’m selfish.
I’m not a man.
My love is worthless. Meaningless. Unwanted.
No ambition.
Waste of time.
Ruined you further.
I replay all these things. Everyday. Soul. Broken.
Classic Track: Rhymes Like Dimes
Cruel [dream] world
So last night/this morning had a dream that soulful brought 456 thru to visit (shoulda knew it was a dream cuz it would NEVER happen). I was excited and happy. God damn elated I was. Thought it was real. I could feel him. Feel the emotions. Then I awoke. Pitch black. 4am. Destroyed. Miss the little guy. . .
Then I spent the day around 2 bastard ass annoying kids. Showed how much better it was to be with 456 and Jose.
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