Category: LOSS

My love, what did I do
To make you fall
So far from me?

And now, I can’t recall
Because of the fall
Selective memory

Then you, you built a wall
A 20 foot wall
So I couldn’t see

But if I get off my knees
I might recall
I’m 20 feet tall

‘she said it was forever then she changed her mind . . .

Put it to your memory for permanent exhibit
Love, hard work and it’s worth every minute
Abstract is still life real life kinetic’

Following my heart. Hope it doesn’t end up in pieces. Prolly will. But if I’m not fighting for what I want, then what’s the point in living?

Video relavance? Several reasons why.

I had a post I was planning about an hour ago. Was gonna be something dear to my heart and a story to go along with it. Then, I fell asleep sittin up. Destroyed my neck and left leg. Woke up 30 min later, had no idea what was even goin on. Thank squidbillie Jesus I don’t have to be up early tomorrow (although I’m sure I’ll still wake up early). But anyway, yeah, I have no clue what I was planning now. Idiot!

So here’s a song that’s been one of my favorite songs EVER since I first heard it. The live rendition I heard when I saw NERD some years back was magical.

‘Yesterday I tied two rocks together
That symbolize our lives
And threw them in the ocean

Now they’re on the ocean floor coastin
Til they stop rollin’ so far
That no sonar would list them

To the point that no one would even believe that we existed
I know that may sound twisted
But my neglect is killin me, I feel so guilty
Please have faith if you feel me’

There’s sumthin bout this girl
From around my way
Ever try to hold back ur feelings,
But it just wouldn’t stay?
But when I finally found the words to say
I wanted to run away
Simply run away

U can try to run and hide
It wont make a difference
U can lie to urself
Of the reason
Sure it hurts when it comes to ur attention
That ur in love with the girl

This beat is amaZing. Lyically this song is horrid (aside from the hook) but I still have LOVED it since day 1.

*this is the Out Of My Mind version. Aka the ?uestlove/James Poyser remix version that Interscope shelved. Idk which one I prefer but I’m sure you may not have heard this version.