Minds playin tricks on me

Wanted to ask what he was gonna be for Halloween. Wanted to ask your plans. Wanted to order him something online. No! I continue to honor your wishes. Cuz I am no one. A mistake. A detour. You hate me. I love you. You’re gone. Over it. While my heart and brain continue to torment my soul. 2 ppl. Once joined. Inseperable. Now we couldn’t be further apart. Opposite ends of the spectrum. The irony.