October 2010 – Page 3

Dennys

With a bar? I’m already twisted. But I dig it

I do this shit to myself. I’m effn retarded. I don’t bring the topic up. But I sure run with it once it’s brought back to my attention (when drinkin). Worst part is I make myself look foolish. All the things I’m working on and trying to change and be a better person doesn’t shine thru. I just look like that same old asshole. Problem is, no matter what I do or what ‘decent’ terms we on. Ima ALWAYS be that asshole to you. Funny thing too I REALLY thought I had a chance, I was blinded… Guess I’ll just live with pain while I continue to remold myself.

Regrets?

Definitely gonna regret what I just did when I wake up sober

j. Lately – Floating Freestyle

Still hopelessly loving you

When it started I knew it was trouble
But you know me
Them “hard an erythings” can’t hold me (you love, hardheaded) I need some shit straight out the movies
DRAMA
Warm to the touch, hot mama
You put me all in like launch jeans and scama
You was Mrs. Mine
So fine
Went from “we gonna conquer it all”
To “nigga I’ma see you in court”
I woulda never thought (damn)
I guess I better think again (you know?)
OK, now the shit is really sinking in
We ain’t just divorced
We ain’t even fucking friends
Cause in the end it was all about the ends

But fuck that I know it gotta be more to it
Held up with bitter hate with crosses all through it
And when I looked, what did I see?
You on the other end crying like me
Expression on your face like, “how could this be?”
That’s what I’m asking, “what the fuck happened?”
How could all the magic and passion just vanish (c’mon)
Went from outsanding, to makin’ me shout, “Dammit!”
Can’t explain the changes, behavior’s is outlandish
Now I’m just stuck in the road feeling stranded
I’m in the dark wishing for the answers
On some ol’ “Biggie gimme one more chance” shit

When we met your face so brown
Ya ass so round, of course I’m so down
Wish I knew then what the fuck I know now
Couldn’t read the signs in the road: “SLOW DOWN!”
I’m too deep in the road now
Got me pulling over getting smoked out
Fighting tears that I can’t hold down
Can’t believe it, this fucka’s got me weeping
I keep it a secret so my friends won’t peep it
But late in the evening I’m up, my chest heaving
I’m reaching in the dark and I’m looking for the reason
WHY!
Did our love have to die?
You and I were so fucking fly
Can’t get it off my mind
The things that made me smile now make me cry

You are the one
You’re the one!
FUCK YOU!!

I wish we never met, I wish we never kissed
I wish we never touched (I swear to God)
I wish I didn’t love you so much
I wish I could forget how feel, how you ….
(Damn) That’s a lie
The shit that made me smile, now make me cry

You are the one
You’re the one!
FUCK YOU!!

Sometime I wish we’d come back
Man, I wish we’d come back
Memories… No lie
For real?
Fuck that

No, for real
It’s a dangerous necessity, it’s a world famous mystery….
Love