Day: October 17, 2010

With a bar? I’m already twisted. But I dig it

I do this shit to myself. I’m effn retarded. I don’t bring the topic up. But I sure run with it once it’s brought back to my attention (when drinkin). Worst part is I make myself look foolish. All the things I’m working on and trying to change and be a better person doesn’t shine thru. I just look like that same old asshole. Problem is, no matter what I do or what ‘decent’ terms we on. Ima ALWAYS be that asshole to you. Funny thing too I REALLY thought I had a chance, I was blinded… Guess I’ll just live with pain while I continue to remold myself.

Definitely gonna regret what I just did when I wake up sober