stream of conscious self reflection edition
I trust NO ONE! IF I “trust” you. You get only 1 chance. Violate the trust. even a tad bit. No longer will I trust you. With/About ANYTHING. I’m not afraid to be alone. forever. My mind is very complex. I don’t get myself and my emotions at times. My mind races 10000000 mph all the time. I think one day I’ll go crazy. I also believe I’m afraid to be happy. I full heartedly enjoy being mean. I say things I don’t mean at all but I don’t clarify that point; people tend to think I’m the worst person alive because of that. if you believe in religion may god(s)(ess)(esses)[whatever “real” deity] save your soul.