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Stars

My friend. She took me to a place to see the stars. We were talking and she felt my hurt. So she took me to see the stars. It was amazing. I stood there in awe. I swear I’ve never seen anything like it. It’s was absolutely beautiful. And for those 5-10 minutes. I thought about NOTHING!! Literally nothing on my mind. I just enjoyed the stars. The glimmer. The shine. I mean FUCK you can’t see stars from my house so to see THAT?! And at a time like this? What fucking great friend. Completely out of nowhere and she forced it upon me. She’s fuckin amazing. THANK YOU! I NEEDED that.

“what about me?” (c) _______ ____ *said while crying*

Still miss me? Nah, I wouldn’t if I was you either… If I could take it all back I would, but I can’t, and you are where you are, because of things I did, I think about it often, sometimes, I just wish we could start over… Guess I’ll see you next lifetime

Where am I going? Where am I? Where the hell am I?

This weekend I learned that my mental is FUCKED. I don’t know that there’s any fixing it. For now, I’ll embrace the darkness while looking for the solution. Hoping I’m not forever lost

Back in line

Really thought we were building towards something bigger. All these talks we’ve had? How could I not be optimistic. Sure enough, I’m nowhere on your radar. Just an afterthought. I still believe. Cuz you’ve been known to shut your feelings for me out. So maybe, JUST MAYBE you’ll get passed it all and we’ll succeed…

The glowing moon in daylight

The moon still glowing in the day. Reminds me of you. You bring light to the night. Yet still shine in the day. Still, you are bigger than that. Than JUST the moon. You’re also the sun goddess. Nothing is as radiant as you in the day’s glow. That smile of yours? Well, that’s where the sun finds its power. Your beauty powers the universe, and you have no idea. The radiant colors of the sky, the majesty of the oceans, the soothing breeze on a warm day, the warm tingle from the sun’s rays; they all start and end in your name, in your being. You are the supreme. You are the ultimate. You are LOVE.

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@Love_Taps Love Letter Contest

A contest hosted by Joski Diesel Jerome Dickens and their new book @Love_Taps and….
I won! Cuz I’m awesome like that and am slightly embarrassed about it but
CLICK HERE to read my winning submission

And hit the jump for my thoughts

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Fantasy

It was all a dream…

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Beliefs

We gotta believe in something. So I chose to believe in Love. Which means I chose to believe in you.

Dreamerz: REVISTED

This is DEFINITELY gonna be a LONG WALK. Hit the jump if you walk with me as I have a talk with my man Joey (pause)….

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Fin.

So ends our saga. I bet you’re happy & relieved. Nothing changes for me. I love you still. I know you still love me but refuse to take my hand and jump. You’re right though, I HAD you and I fucked up. 2nd chance?… But you won’t hear about it from me. Will we stay friends? That’s a decision you’ve always made. I promised to ALWAYS be here for you. That never changes. I’m still “gonna bring you back”. It just won’t be me that shares in your greatness. And if somehow your mind changes? You know where to find me….

Saying goodbye to love. The woman of my dreams. It. The one. Soulmate. (all words you’ve also used to describe me. Fairly recently too.. To no avail [not "woman" tho lol])
Dreams are just dreams. Reality is here. I really thought I’d have you. Smh. I really did… A fool I’ve always been
I love you.

Worse yet? I’ll never have my son…
I love you 456.