still HERE

i keep trying

is it me? is it you?

can we make a comeback? or am I destined to be DOOMed again?

just a couple of months ago it was a dream. we talked. we loved. we laughed . we shared.

I’m all in.

i think it’s all in your head. no matter how much i try to help. i just can’t. I just have to support you as best as I can until you figure it out.

when you do, hopefully i’m still the love of your life. because you are mine. soul mate(s).

I hope you find peace of mind. I pray for you all the time.

if I one day am no longer apart of the plan? well, it doesn’t matter, so long as you achieve the freedom you seek.

I’ll be here for you, Love. forever. FOREVER.

<3

Once again.

Usually on my auntie’s bday (today) I share a story about her. Idk if I’ll do that today. I shared something about her with my bestía yesterday. Something I never shared. And recently my uncle passed. (one not related to her). So idk. Check back later. Maybe I’ll have 2 stories for you.

**Larry, if you’re still creepin around here, stay tuned. (LOL)

Janelle Monae x Big Boi x Nokia

These are my favorite shots from the show. Big Boi was great. 2nd time I’ve seen him. Janelle Monae may have put on the best show I’ve ever seen. I would pay to take bestía to see her (I would’ve asked bestía to attend had she not already informed me of a prior more important engagement). Ok so, the Big Boi shot was tough to get. I noticed the colored lights would periodically stop for just a moment and I FINALLY timed it right to capture him in only the spotlight. The Janelle shot was a bit of skill and a touch of luck. Stupid jerk video crew were always in the shot. But I am extremely happy with the result. I have 2-3 other similar ones. But for now this is the fav. The 3rd is the paper/confetti they shot off during her performance. It’s just awesome. The lighting makes it to me

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