Far Away

stay far away
as far away as distance will allow you
I’m closer to fine
and my heart now pounds again
don’t come around
don’t bring me down
there’s nothing left for you to stomp on the ground
don’t breathe this air with me
I can’t stand to inhale the same air
as a coward
opposite direction of me is where you should travel
put millions of acres of land in between us
there is nothing left of us
if one couldn’t be true
just stay away
far away like we never had closeness
like there was never fondness
pretend that our hearts never felt each others awareness
stay far away
each day is less gray
each day is going slowly
being aware enough to stay clear of you
leave me alone
because what I was told was never shown
so just stay away from me
because the light connection that we had
has now blown

- QueenDeneen

*i see my Philly girl pickin up the pen again

Sacrifice.

Bestía has a way about her. Knowing what I need to hear. She has good timing. Mostly, cuz there are times when I wish she’d just take what I say for what it is and shut up! But that’s the balance right? LOL. Seriously though, she gives support and advice and perspective I truly value. It’s not always about telling me I’m right either. I mean, I’m always right, duh. She’s just a voice I like to have. One I’m lucky to have. There’s a lot of sacrifice I see her make daily. For herself. For her seed. For her mother. For me. For US. our family. Long term mentality. I’m ready to match that. It’s something I think I need to do. Shake up my life. Have more urgency in ALL facets. I need to take another step in my growth. Right now we are individuals. We can’t make all our decisions with each other in mind. Some, of course. A lot, even. We’re separate though. Yeah, we’re together. But the goal is to be TOGETHER. whatever it takes. That’s where I wanna be. Thank you, Bestía.