“You know I tried
To make it right
I wanna make it last forever
If only we could rewind
Unwind. Give it some time
How I wish I had known where my mind would go
I wish I could control it”
“and I can’t be specific
Because I don’t know what I’m feelin
But don’t want to resent this
So I pull away thinkin you’ll be ok
But the second you go
I miss the connection
Another indication that….
I don’t know how to feel… No more”
Things’ll become quite clear when you decide to wake up and stop having fantasies about a nightmare
Porque no puedo vivir contigo
My new favorite artist!!! This song is absolutely AMAZING!! From T.Dot. They starting to put on! I literally got this on REPEAT!
Rochelle Jordan – Take Time
*and YES I already got some unreleased music of hers. Be jealous.
I hate myself because I love you
I hate myself because I lost you
I hate myself because I gave myself
I hate myself because I lost myself
I loved you so I gave you me in doing so I lost myself and lost you.
Love made things complicated.
When it was so easy.
I hate myself because I still love you
The kid DLT emailed me out the blue the other night. You have DLT to thank me for starting and not deleting this here site. But she kept it brief and kosher. I hope she’s in a better place.
You stole my breath.
Straight from my chest.
Along with my heart.
Dead from the start..
First bit of writing since ‘the loss’. Decided not to expand upon it. I posted it to tweeter first.
It’s all gone. Every last thing. My phone died, literally. I lost EVERYTHING. Every piece of writing! Every rhyme. Every picture. Every idea. Every contact. As for my project? Down the fuckin drain. My heart is devastated. The last 4 pieces I wrote were heart wrenching to write. They had a lot of meaning to me. And they’re just gone! Sure I have what I posted still. But that’s not nearly what I need or want. Compared to what I lost. sure I have a fancy new phone (I’m a fancy boy). But fuck that!!! That’s what I get for not backing everything up. I’m a fool. Funny thing tho; I was planning on backing it all up today. But it died friday! And completely out of nowhere SMFH
*shouts to @JeromeDickens. He said I was a ‘dope writer’. That meant a whole lot considering what a high regard I have for his book. I guess I just gotta start anew.
I’m in mourning